♥Sarah♥

Finally figured out what to put with what for sets. Or so I think. They're basically full sets sans shoes and they're all brand items. Hopefully they'll move this time. I haven't worn them in forever and I feel bad having them in storage. Until Akando sells they're my bigger hope for money too. :( University is cruel.

Still have manga and DVDs everywhere that I need to sell. Awesome.
Atleast I finally sold a few dolly goods since I put them into grab bags.

Luts IF, that is the goal... so I hope anyway. -sigh- RL is stupid. :P

Everything is chaos, as always. Atleast I have an interview tomorrow, down in Kesingtion. I'm nervous as I could really use the job and it would be interesting. We walked by the place way back when and I fell in love with it and knew then and there I would love to be a part of that even for awhile. Even if it doesn't work out,I'm happy. This atleast means my resume isn't complete gargabe.

The EGL closet is small but I'd like it to be nil. Only Tartan has sold and the payment is suppposed to clear today for it. I'd like the others as well to sell... I just don't wear them anymore and I need the money more than anything right now. University, studen loans, rent, my credit card and so on and so forth.

I have alot of books I should be selling too but I was hoping to clear out the closet first as I could use the space. Even though I've cleared 2 and a half bags of clothes out of the wardrobe I still have an over stuffed dresser and closet, so having the 2nd closet would be so nice. And if I decide to put the dresser back in one of them that will open abit of floor space too.

Michael's house posession and moving out date is coming closer and closer, and that means the new kitchen flooring as well. The bathroom and ktichen pantry roofs were painted yesterday and they're all set up for the walls to be done before the new flooring is installed (paint on new floors would just be a bad show). I really hope one of the next things we can do is renovate the upstairs bathroom. It just looks like garbage I'd honestly be happy with just a shower curtain instead of those damn doors. So many things are designed to look pretty but fail in function and cleaning ease. : \

Anyway, I had reposted the EGL dresses as BIN and Offers and they're close to end now so I'm going to share with EGL again and hopefully I"ll get some offers. They're gorgeous dresses but they need someone who will give them love.  I just don't have the time or energy for any of that anymore.

April - Comic Expo
This past weekend - Otafest

My cons are now finshed. It wasn't that exciting honestly. I still had fun though.
I didn't dress up in egl or costume.

I've decided it is finally time to sell my EGL off.
Part of me still aches thinking of giving up the Marie Antionette OP but I never wear it. Life will go on.
The upside, if it would sell, I would be able to pay rent with it. Lack of job is suck.

Curb stomping more pullips, taeyangs and EGL~
http://my.ebay.ca/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?MyEbayBeta&rand=101182608
Lots with free shipping~

Poor dollies didnt see it coming!

Kira Evangeline aka Raphia is now 'Amy' and living in the Netherlands. Miyuki, the papin has no name yet and should be home in France soon.

Nina is still living in my city, in fact with my brothers girlfriend. ^_^;

Rovam and our little scottish girl are in my room cursing my existence from their boxes. Tee hee.

I realized alot of my egl is being ignored. ^_^; I really dont' wear some of these peices anymore for one reason or another. Time to try and find them new homes like the girls. No point in keeping what I don't give attention to anymore! Hopefully they'll find nice homes like Raphia :3

Migrating over to the apricotkiss username finally. I grabbed it awhile back but was going to wait until the new year but decided 'fuck it'. Bright colours abound. You might go blind.
Meantime because this journal was already accepted as an EGL member I'm using it to sell off my sweet lolita and some shiroi.

I'm suprised how much interest there was, mostly in that school skirt. It's really cute actually and a nice casual comfy outfit for cons but I never get around to wearing it and I need the money more.

I was going to sell my Pink Marie Antionette Print OP but I just couldn't bear to part with it. I' love it too much and I know I would just get that horrible sick ache if I did. I decided to throw in the Blue Alice Dress with Apron instead. I'm pretty neutral on it and while it's done it's due time, It's time for it to move on haha.

Still need to photograph the manga, dvds, ufo catchers, etc that I plan on selling. HUGE monster pile on my table. If I put it on the floor and piled it up it would be taller than me. :X I'm such a back rat. I'll have to list that red maid dress too. I don't think I'd ever wear it to a con, it's just too darn short. I'd like some actual cosplays anyway. I'm keeping the weird pink and white bunny mage type outfit I got in Chinatown. XD I have no idea what it is but It's cute so It's all good lol.

Ugh I need to shower and sleep. I can't skip tutorial tomorrow e_e... well I could but that'll effect my grade and if I skip japanese I'll probablly miss alot... ugh.

Anyway, That is all for now.

SVETLANA IS COMING TO THE COMIC EXPO FOR 2009!!!!!!!!!

THIS CALLS FOR CAPSLOCK AND MY SOUL EXPLODING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TT_TT IM SO HAPPY I COULD DIE!!!!!!!!!!

And the half-assed 'pic-fic' Haha.
So this is my little way of introcuding Hachi my dear Rovam.

( Onward for Treasure! )
And that is all for now. :)
Incase you are wondering, the Rovam vest, pants and eyepatch I bought off Marryth came today, as did the dal Coral's dress that Aerie is wearing, Lattes hat and Assa's long-sleeved shirt that I got off cybermelli. ^_^

Edit: 7:18pm ~ I just realized I forgot to put her little hand covers back on. XD Whoops!

So like... I took the screws out of Chiyomi, Kaito, Kira and Miyuki's heads today. It was a bitch to get the last one out of Miyuki and Kira was just ridiculous. Her two bottom screws are totally stripped.
So while I was doing this I decided to do sleepy eyes. It seems to work but I messed up a little haha, one eye is a little less closed than the other. Kira's eye mech is just... weird. When you push it with your finger it moves normal, use the lever and it does not want to move, it's really weird. I even took her eye mech out and messed with it, I can't see anything that seems off. >.o

I made Kaito a necklace today, bought mini boxes for the dolly house, bags to sort their growing mountain of clothes and Kaito has a sock hat that is fuzzy since dollar store socks are well... a dollar. Whoo.

Funny enough mail was marked gift and "Birthday present' that I got today, on my birthday. That brought me joy. I got Rovam and my girly style rement today. I was too "EEEE" to get in box pictures even though she WAS NRFB lol.
I'm not sure what to name her but she's cool.
Everyone seems to like the pictures of Veritas better though.^_^;;;

Jolie is wearing cool little sunglasses, Aerie has black/grey glasses on. Good times.

owwwww my back.

And now I'm going to do sleepy eyes myself.

So instead of linking a bunch of the pictures on here too, I just uploaded what I took today and put them in a set on flickr.

Click here to go to the set

Just about everyone is rewigged or had their changed now haha. You can see some of the ambitious love clothes too. It was alot of fun even if most of them didn't turn out.

And in the mail soon to join my family are:



Rovam
September 2005

“Let’s set out seeking for
coming treasure !!
My dream is huger,
and is deeper than the ocean…
Feel like this..”

Accessories include:
- Treasure box
- Eye Patch
- Spyglass
- Bag with pirate design
- Doll stand

and from the group order with Danielle and Dona:



Veritas
November 2007

“No border between the sky and this mighty ocean. The journey to the new world goes on, until we reach there some day… feel like so. “

Accessories include:
- Bicorn Hat
- Telescope
- Doll stand

Eventually for pullips I am going to buy this lovely girl:

Craziia
July 2006

“Booming, My feeling !
To my proud life…
Here is my ultimate life now…
Feel like so. “

Accessories include:
- Hat
- Bag-pipe
- Sghian Dubh (Black dagger)
- Doll stand



I wouldn't mind getting my hands on this lovely either:

My Melody
January 2008

“Wearing the favorite hood where the ribbon is attached me in my melody the conclave.. Such a feeling of … “

Accessories include:
- Bunny hood,
- Mouse
- Doll Stand



I definitely need more boys but I'm not sure who I want... I think I'll wait awhile before going for any boys until I find one I HAVE to have. I buy my dolls based on falling head over heels for them usually haha. Craziia is a must have for me,I just LOVE her and I've got scottish from both sides of the family so it's a little bit of ancestral pride heehee. :)

Obitsu, must it do.

:P I'm still waiting for my Girly rement set and a Hilary Duff barbie set I had to stalk down. A few other pairs of glasses to see what will fit my dolls too. I need to buy the obitsu and some sneakers for my crew eventually. :S Darn school and it's expensiveness lol.

^o^ Oh yeah and of course waiting on the cool cat eyechip order that I did with my homies also.

Group orders are win for combined shipping. :)

So there wasn't any intentions to do this with Kaito but I had to share what he currently looks like, even if the pictures suck. So to start, here he is last week:


Poor Boy. XD;

And I stole the can can wig off Kira that I originally bought for Miyuki to try on him. @_@ Plus put him in the ambitious love set I got and today... I got the glasses I bought off mimiwoo! They fit PERFECT! So here he is (bad pics sorry):





XD; I'm very tempted to keep this look haha, very nice on him! It suits him pretty good actually but originally I was going to make him blonde! We'll see once my luts order arrives but he's so lovely to look at right now haha.

And a random shot of Shin from last week because he's a photo whore. :)


That mesh shirt just suits him so well. Best free gift EVER. XD

I got the rement maid dress today but the pics suck and we've all seen it a million times anyway! XD

Today I paid for the eye chip order, Veritas AND Rovam! : ) My Pirates are on their way.... That means I'll have a 7:2 ratio for girls to boys! Mind you 2 are little girls but still ^_- Poor boys. And Shins girlfriend lives on the other side of town haha.

: ) I have a feeling there will be some fun times among all of these guys once they're all customized the way we want and get to meet up!

I got my Can Can wig today in the mail. It's a wine mix and it's so lovely~! I expected it to be nice but I love it alot more than I thought. Because Kira's hair is my ultimate enemy in life I put the wig on her even though I didn't realy buy it for her. Suprisingly I like it on her quite abit... but it really goes with the outfit she's wearing right now too!(The same crazy one she left your house in D :) )

I went to the mall for food/water and we got food and ended up buying some PJs on sale and slippers haha. But because of that I got home kind of late. I tried taking pictures but they're all really blurry. TT_TT I'll try again tomorrow with moms camera when there is still nice sunshine, they'll hopefully turn out alot better so you can all see the wig and the Ambitious Love set I forced onto Kaito. XD; He must be roasting in it the poor dear heehee.

The ebay seller FINALLY invoiced me with Canada shipping for that Hilary Duff set and and was only a dollar more than the US shipping ~_~; I asked for the invoice on the 8th the day I bought it so I was starting to really worry you know? They wanted payment in 7 days but I couldn't without knowing shipping! That set is so cute, I really look forward to it.

I'm waiting for so many things in the mail and will be waiting for so many things it's ridiculous. X_X; There's that special Ambitious Love set I bought when I was at Danielle's, a few pairs of glasses to try heehee, the girly style rement set ( I found a good deal on it :P) a dress/hat set from monstro ($8 for a dress and cool hat I couldn't help it) and 2 more hats from Princess Chuchi, they were only $6 and her hats are so simple, cute, and they fit so nice! Plus supporting Canadians is even cooler :).

The seller who I bought a fuzzy white kitty hat off of on Etsy gave me two set of little plastic hair clips as a gift <3. Ambitious Love gave an AL pin and there's a little picture card thing. Her return address thing is SO CUTE! It's so fun to see what little gifts people throw in and the way they decorate their envelopes, the stamps they use and the little notes they write you! It's so fun getting mail. ^_^

Ah, it's so late and I want to blade again haha.

I'll just sleep in class again tomorrow on my breaks again. @_@ They all teased me for it but by the time Lunch had hit I was feeling so much better! It really works even to just sleep a few minutes at a time if the gap in between isn't too long. Plus I got almost 45 minutes before class since I get there so early. XD

Apparently Val is one of the few people whose noticed me sleeping in class before XD; She just didn't say anything because I haven't been struggling or seeming to have problems she said. Haha. They all thought I was sleeping during the trainers lectures today but I was awake :O I just did my work, listened to her and because we finsh so fast( or I do) and get so much time i'd spend the inbetween napping in my chair. >o> My talent of being able to fall asleep just about anywhere really pays off sometimes. I'm so good at sleeping at work. XD; My poor manager when I was in Client Care always seemed to come over before my shift or when I was on a break and I was either listening to music zoned out or sleeping. He thought it was funny and always asked if he should be worried I was always sleeping. :P I miss him :( He was so nice...

Our PullipStyle order is bigger since Donut decided to order Hash <3 I'm so excited because I really like him but I'm scared of the smokey eyes being too strong. :( He might go good with Horizon and I really want some of his stock heehee. This way we'll HAVE to meet up to pick up our dolls from Danielle too so hopefully we can all hang out abit too <3 It's been so long! Kya~

I'm solid in my mind that I will be getting Craziia oneday, I really think she's gorgeous and I've got this pride of my ancestry heehee. As white as white can be and she's the perfect icon of the Scottish I have in me. :) It'd be cooler if either of my 2 scottish family names (one on moms side, one on dads lol!) tartans were close to hers but they aren't really. XD;

Gah, okay I really need to blade now haha. Later <3

I have 2 minutes left on my last work break but I have to share that:

VERITAS AND MY GRAIL ROVAM WILL BE MINE I SWEAR IT!!!

So is that Hilary Duff Barbie set that I've wanted so bad X3 Woot~

-dance, dance- I WANT MY OTHER STUFF TO ARRIVE AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR PANDA TO UPLOAD THE PICTURES FROM THIS WEEKEND!

OTP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Been sick lol, so lots of sleeping.
Spent the night at Danielle's last night. We were going to do a pic fic since she got Zuora and Papin(Lee) but eventually we just ended up taking random photos. The Papins' were mostly ignored and alot of Zuora and Furara(Aerie) and Horizon(Shin) hehe. I can't wait to see them. Zuora's hood is so fun too. S'pity the Dals devil hats haven't arrived yet, would have been adorable. I dressed them punk/gothy just so Zu would feel less out of place. However then the Papin's looked funny as they were both dressed in bright colours. XD; Poor Miyuki and Lee!

We did alot of shopping today. Market mall for Zellers and Toys R Us for dolly clothes. XD; Lots of myscene barbie purchasing. I got another Roller girl set, 2 growing up and a City Scene or something. I changed all the girls a little bit. Of course I didn't find anything for my poor boys. Atleast Shin has nice cool clothes, poor Kaito, while I love his Butler stock it's not the best for casual day to day pictures. XD;

I've taken pictures of the Dals and need some new ones of their room but I haven't a chance to post them yet. I was also lazy too. >o>; But aleast I got mom's birthday present in the meantime. Which is more important as her birthday is monday. XD;

Tomorrow night is going to be fun, My Auntie, Cousin, Me and my Mother out to Carvers to celebrate moms birthday. (Woot for random caps zzzzz) They always order a few bottles of Ravenswood and get giggly and chatty. So funny. :( Mom told my Aunt I said that and she made fun of me because of that time she play Aaron Kwon's one CD and they'd fed me a bottle-bottle and a half of red wine and I started dancing to it. >o>; Psh, that was so their fault anyway...

-coughs- Anywho. Beyond the doll clothes bought some rement from Chinatown again. Danielle bought the full paris set because she's a hippie (I love you XD) and I bought a doggie (I didn't get the chihuahua in a bee costume :_( ) and 2 of those mushroom ones. Unfortunately there wasn't much available. :P I hope they get more cool sets in.

I actually bought clothes for myself today, or rather pyjamas. Market has a Jacob Lingerie which Sunridge being lame does not. They had a sale on, it was good. ^w^ Comfy things~

TT_TT I want to try and get some stock outfits... poor Kira will have to wait for a wig again, and Kaito for a n obitsu. Both are so tormented :X Kira is okay if she has a hat, it holds her wig on, crappy wig or not. But poor Kaito's one hand and foot are ALWAYS falling off and his body is just messed. My poor darling TT_TT I love him so...

Okay, I'm dead tired and I need to sleep...

Today I was in Chinatown for a short bit and there was some rement in the Candy store! I only bought one and it turned out to be a dish with noodles, chopsticks and a little glass with what looks like a dessert or something. I got to try Cherry Blossom AND Strawberry kit kat today as well <3 Thank you Chinatown XD

Also my hats from Princess Chuchi arrived today~ I bought them off her Etsy store, she lives in Vancouver so it came really fast. I bought 3 hats: one pink striped one, a multi-coloured one and a choco-cat type one. XD They fit nicely on my babies. She gave me two little hair clips with the hats too! I love when I get little gifts <3

( Here for some Pictures Finally! )

So bad quality between the camera, online program to resize and windows paint. XD; Sorry. I have been taking lots of pictures but they haven't been turning out. I'll try to work on that! >o

1. How has LJ changed your life?

Probablly more in ways that I don't realize. I love it though, It feels like sitting in a little private community room. Even though my journal is private haha. I don't really like profile sites much, they're annoying, spamful and weird guys always message me. So LJ ftw for cool ppl!

2. What do you do before bedtime?

Rollerblade-shower-bed. That is the most epic of orders. I love to blade for an hour... or two. I've started going for two hours alot ^_^; Freaks my mom right out.

3. What are you going to have for dinner tonight?

God knows. I'll get home and it'll be "What do you want to eat?" from Mom whose been home all day. Ugh.

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?

I love my city for the most part. But I don't really have a dream city. None that truly exist anyway. My Seraphim and Yuki's city is <3 though.

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?

Both. I often think I have a split personality. I'm usually introverted to start but once I warm up abit (or have some drink ahaha >o>) I'm extrovert - the leo comes out full throttle.

6. What do you do in your free time?

Watch anime, read manga, play video games, rollerblade, shop, mess with my BJD, dress up, take pictures. Yes I included dress up. Normal clothes, fancy, costume, whatever I want. Until the day I die!!!

7. Do you trust easily?

No. But I try to be easy going and open to new people. I like to baby people sometimes too. But that doesnt' mean I trust them.

8. What personal belonging do you have with you everywhere you go?

Ipod. I need my music, it keeps me sane and helps me go on.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

The situation with Hailey. The more we learn the worst it is.

10. What is your best quality?

I'm actually quite loyal when you've earned it. Probablly so much so it may be a weakness. luckily there are few ppl I'm that close to.

11. Is being tagged fun?

Not usually, because then I feel pressured... but it's nice they like you enough to bother on things like LJ.

12. How do you see yourself?

A mix of total opposites. But true to myself.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?

Family, my best friends. And she's not a person but I love my dog like a person would love a child.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

No one tagged me. I did steal this from Sora though. She's pretty freaking cool, making manga and cosplay is pretty hardcore awesome.

15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

Single and rich. You didn't say HAPPILY married also... just fyi.

16. How many children do you want to have, if any?

I'm pretty happy with my chihuahua right now. I'll be honest. If I had kids, 2 would be my max, but one would be best if any.

17. What's better to give or to receive?

Both. Both make me happy.

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

Can you LOVE two people at the same time and really love them? That doesn't sound right to me.

19: Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000?

Likely no. I'm not really into that, or being touched really. However there's been a few guys who bring out the 'leo' aspect so never say never? >o>

20: What were your parents going to name you if you'd been born the opposite gender?
I have no idea. Never asked or had it mentioned.

My mother asked my Aunt why the police had been suspecting on Candace. Well she had internal brain damage from this incident... but apparently she has OLD brain damage.

When Candace and her Boyfriend are there Haily pretends she's sleeping.

They're finally doing interviews as her other grandparents have arrived. My cousin goes to court tomorrow to begin the custody battle.

Apparently Crystal is going for a CScan because she's had rib pain for over a year. So Joyce is babysitting Evan.

I wish there was something I could do for them. It seems like everyone on my Dad's side under my poor sweet Aunt Susan is suffering alot right now.

And of course Megan, who is another Grandchild of my Aunt Susans is coming in this week to visit.

Hopefully my Auntie doesn't run herself down too much. She ate once in 2 days and has been running herself ragged. She isn't truly healthy to being with either, after all her faintings are how she ended up getting disability, not to mention how many times she's gone toxic from minor doses of medicines, iron, etc.

I haven't really been dwelling on it so I haven't had a break down. I'm just doing what I can and living my day to day. I know alot of other people have the same chaos going on around them and it reminds me how strong alot of the people I know are.

So while it's painful to think what Candace has done I still feel almost hopeful about everything. Because I see how much everyone cares and comes together. And how strong people can be.

I'm sure that was a dweebish ramble but I'm feeling the need to get my brain out today. I apologize. I'll try to ramble about happy nerd things tomorrow like I do on msn.

Edit: This sounds really emo but I assure you I'm not. I reread this and was worried someone would misunderstand. And it came out overly dramatic as well so I apologize. But then again this IS my journal right?

So I haven't been posting very much or been on msn much, and when I'm on msn I'm either rambling or going off alot. Honestly I've been quiet but my brain has been elsewhere. The smallest degree was worrying about work but really it's been a family emergency period that's still up in the air.

Some of you have heard about my Cousins little girl Hailey. She's a sweet little 5 year old who won my mother and I over completely when we first met her.

She's been and still is in the hospital.

We were told she fell in the bath/shower and hit her head and had a seizure. Initially the details we left to the authorities and just prayed for her. Eventually she woke up, but her sight and coordination were off. She still had liquid on her spine. They've done an operation for that now and it went well. She seems to be heading in the right direction and they should be moving her out of the ICU.

She's allowed visitors today but we aren't going. Why?

You have to pretend everything it okay and not let any hints slip by. The police are coming there today to arrest Candice. Her mother. They thought she had done something but no action was taken until now. We don't have details but it's heart breaking to think she could have done that to Hailey, having problems with her or not.

I'm trying not to think about it too much, partly because there's alot we don't know. Partly because there isn't anything we can do. I'm going to talk to my trainer about leaving an hour or two early tomorrow so that maybe Mom and I can go to the childrens hospital to see her. We've bought her a few things to give her some comfort and we'd like to give them to her ourselves.

So yeah, if you're wondering why I've been off in space that's been the up in the air situation for the past few days. I'm just glad that Hailey seems to be doing better. I hope everything works out and Matthew can get full custody for good... and if he does that he'll let us see her. But that's a thought for another day.

Edit: I realize this is terrible english/spelling but I get distressed so I'm not fixing. No pointing it out. Thanks.

Last time I looked up Clamp in Wonderland there was only 1! I didn't think it had been that long.

Being in class I couldn't play it very loud. I probablly would have cried happy if I was at home. XD;

-goes to grab tea before lunch ends-